Hey everybody! Sorry, I have not been able to update as much as i have wanted but things have been going crazy with school, church, and some personal information but now I would like to continue updating. Now before i get into any theological arguments or give eidence for why I believe what I believe i want you guys to get a feel for where I am coming from and some certain siturations that have happened in my life. Some of you may think that I am crazy, some of you may think that I am weird others will think I am stupid, dumb, etc but whatever. I just want to begin with a testiomony of how God has changed my life.

Before I became a Christian I had been going to church on and off for a couple of years, but as any Christian will tell you just because a person goes to church dosen't mean that they are a Christian. Anyways, before I becamse a Christian i was full of anger, bitterness, and hatred, even at the young age of nine, I hated my mother. Plus from age 9-13 I had some confusion about my sexual orientation. I was soo confused, i felt so attracted to women but didn't know what to believe. i felt neglected, alone, and unloved, and even thought about killing myself in fact I had a date set and everything. i skipped school, and my diary was full of death wishes and hate songs. I truly felt all aone. This struggle lasted for a couple of years. I didn;t know where to turn. i was angry that about all the suffering in the world. If there was a God,  why would he allow all the suffering to go on in the world. i told God that I hated him and through my Bible against the wall.

But one day i realized that I was sick and tired of living this way. i don't remember exactly where I was but I accepted Jesus christ as my Savior and my whole life changed. i'm not going to lie and say, "my whole life has been perfect, i have never had any struggles" because that wold be lying but whenever I have felt sad, lonely, or at the point of killing myself God has let me know through his Holy Soirit that He loves me and that He is here for me.

I have created this Xanga as a way for me to share the gospel of Jesus Christ with others. I probably won't be able to add on more entries and say what i really want to until next week. But I would like to start of with just saying how much Jesus loves you. I personally don't know whoever is reading this entry but god does and he has a purpose and plan for your life. Through this Xanga I hope to break down any misconceptions people have about Jesus christ and will be happy to answer any questions, but bear with me, it may take a while for me to pos the answer to the questions. But what I want the world to know is that there is a God who loved this world so much that He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the  cross.

You are probably thinking, "Yeah, yeah. I heard this all before." But I challenge you to keep visting this site and to keep posting comments and questions and to keep reading the entries and not to dismiss what I say.

I pray that this website will help people in getting to know and understand Jesus fully. God bless!

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